I don't like to lose

I missed R. I have a date to see him Saturday.

I like him on a steady basis, of all the type of guys in Miami I like him a considerable amount, he frusterated me when he didn't fulfil my sugar desires, which is why I decided to keep him,(basically as a bf) and get a sugar daddy. Mr.Law resurfaced were still very on, he wants to see me on cam first then the meet will be planned and if chemistry is right and he's not obnoxious that'll probably be it... Atleast I hope so.

I don't think it's so bad to be back w/R. I called him anyway so I put us back together. I need something warm that feels nice and when I want to be held and feel cared for he'll be my guy.


-Chrissy