Mr.B- no show

Either he had a terrible accident on his way over or he just flakes out. We spoke in the AM I got dressed and ready he was suposed to show. But never did, nor has he contacted me in any way.

Ohwell, what a waste of time.

I had a good day anyway my niece turned 12 today, I hadn't seen her in forever she turned 12 and she was like all big and stuff. Last time I saw her she was way littler.

2 of my sisters came over and my nefew. Who's 3, and a great little crazy kid. And my sisters bf too.


Now I'm gunna go out w/R so atleast my day was eventful.

Can't believe Mr.B flakes on me like that but I half expected it.


-Chrissy

A quick R post,

R can make me extremely happy and comfortable and then there's times when everything just gets tense-ish and awkward. The awkward tense moments are the ones that keep me from being able to actually fully connect with him. anyway im not really going to keep updating about R unless anyone would like to keep knowing. if so let me know.
oh he mentioned my weight, he did it nicely but id of preferred if he didn't mention it at all, he said i look healthier than when he meet me, and was like yea you might of gained like 3lbs, more like 10 but i wasn't gunna tell him that. My weight fluctuates alot, and lately iv been eating like a ravenous beast so its no surprise why i weight like 120 now.


-Chrissy

over load

Sat: Date w/R probably sleep over till Sunday and leave

Mon: Something scheduled with Mr.B but he is a but, i hope hes a serious suitor but i doubt it sometimes, hes offering me a monthly of 30K.

Wens: The guy i was supposed to be getting a spa day from(were call him "Stock") emailed asking if im free Wednesday. im thinking ill defiantly need the massage, but im very unsure since i already feel my weeks a bit hectic.

And im also waiting for a package, iv been talking very naughty to this one potential, some guy who's like one of the first people who ever messaged me on a sugar site, but he hasn't moved very quickly so i barely consider him, besides the fact that i find him incredibly attractive. the package consist of 3sextoys...lol. that will be fun. Ill call him "Pen"

I don't like to lose

I missed R. I have a date to see him Saturday.

I like him on a steady basis, of all the type of guys in Miami I like him a considerable amount, he frusterated me when he didn't fulfil my sugar desires, which is why I decided to keep him,(basically as a bf) and get a sugar daddy. Mr.Law resurfaced were still very on, he wants to see me on cam first then the meet will be planned and if chemistry is right and he's not obnoxious that'll probably be it... Atleast I hope so.

I don't think it's so bad to be back w/R. I called him anyway so I put us back together. I need something warm that feels nice and when I want to be held and feel cared for he'll be my guy.


-Chrissy

No more R

He broke it off with me, as a sugar daddy he sucked, it wasn't what he wanted he had no intention in being financially supportive, he just wanted a girlfriend.

It did hurt, and when the time came, i sorta wanted him back.....i just get attached easily.



I canceled a day i had planned for Thursday with an unnamed potential, i was going to get a spa day too so would of been nice but whatever, wasn't much into the guy anyway.

Fri- im supposed to meet up with Mr.B.....but were see.



-Chrissy

mini-update

"R" isn't dumped yet, but hes also not in the state.

Im taking this semester off to figure things out.

Talked to this one potential offering 10,000 a month,ill name him "Mr.Law" sounded like a great deal and he is pretty young,a lawyer. but i haven't heard from him in a few days....maybe hes busy? maybe not.

Talking to another potential who ill name. "Mr.B" im not sure how confident i am that hes serious, or a serious potential....but were see, iv talked to him for awhile every so often even before "R". Hes increased his amount 3x's now...i think he really wants me as his sugar. but.....again i needa wait and see and find out if hes serious and can seriously drop the cash he talks about.


-Chrissy

Update

Well not too much is new, havent completly broken it off with R I don't know why... He's fucking wasting my time. He's leavin mon to newyork, coming back in about a week. I have been talking to a few, a guy offering 10k a month is in the lead of potentials, I wanna find out quickly if he true because that will help me out big time.

In non sugar related news lifes sorta crazy for me, I have to move out really soon because I can't take it anymore. I'm most likely not starting the next coming up semster... For a few reasons mainly I'm changing my direction in life, I'm probably going to change colleges and major in fashion.


-Chrissy

Decisions

As far as R is concerned, I need to see a change somewhere, hes not forking over the money amounts he should, nor have i received anything oh so fantastic. I dont have time to sit and wait, i see some potential, but if hes not going to hold up his end of the deal its not worth it.
I should know soon... as soon as i get an answer to something hes thinking about, if his answers no, then my answer to him is no. If he says yes, then well be better keep me saying yes.

I'm so beyond done toying around & wasting my time


-Chrissy

Found out his real age, and stuff

Another night w R, dinner was great arousing he told me very nice things.

In the ride to dinner the cab lady asked if I was his girl friend he hugged me and said she's my honey tiger, she rawrs and I rawr for her and it was very close and cute.
*I rawred in front of him one day and he apparently super loves it he told his assistant all about how I rawr and his masseuses


I had a bit of a breakdown and got up and ready to leave turned the light on I just sorta had a breakdown and felt the need to leave, I dunno I'm a girl and emotional, I turned to see him laying just silently watching. And I broke down and just blabbered awhile and he is so sweet he talked to me till I was so simile and feeling dumb because I basically had a crying breakdown sparatically for no reason, he talked and was completely nice the whole time and he just was so curious to know why what made it happen, if I said I fell for him at that moment I would be making a teen love drama.

I stripped back and jumped into his arms where he continued just being sweet and understanding and learning a lot about me it's nice.
It switched from normal to sexual very spectacular most foreplay was him just talking to me and holding me by the time he touched me I was an ocean... The night was very very good to say the least.

At about 1:43 he had left for a shipment arrival and awhile later EE walked in to get a few things out his room I'm there lounging in bed naked but covered just casually talking she asked if I was hungry shit was funny but great

-Chrissy

I'm a perfect little lady

The night or so before I ended up txting pretty sexual things and I just said my bodies craving you so on so on, I guess I like to drive me crazy. Needless to say he wanted me before I even got to his place he was a little sick so we stated in. Watched movies I rented with his assistant because she picked me up she's great R has a saying : doesn't everybody need an EE (name has been changed for privacy) and it's true a personal assistant is so great. Anyway he finished doing some work we exchanged pleasantries and relaxed, ended up in bed, twisted all around him he's a great dominator, and he knows it and damn right I'm playing up my submissive aide because I'm submissive I love the power play and I want to be dominated. Anyway not to much of a lie that I crave sex more now. Maybe I need to start a sex blog because my post seem skanky but he fore played me into a puddle and then hit everything right grabbed everything right and just got it, for a nice long sweaty while. I am a lucky girl, I also got to taste him which I am happy of I like consuming cum from people who I like. He lives my head. Good thing because I put so much effort into it I like to put in good work.


Anyway


Spent the night so went out to eat came back watched a movie played fell asleep a bit snuggly woke up with him pulling me close, i liked it a ton he also just rubbed my whole body since we sleep naked and ordered room service and continued playing,

he txted me our like what we tell eachothers incase ppl ask, must be serious right? Lol nah

I'm hoping EE can be sent over to drops me sone money