Date with "R"

So once i was all ready, i left walking, very short walk so i didn't mind it really. I kept myself calm the only way i know how, emptying my head, not thinking about a single thing my inner monologue went like this "walk walk walk walk walk" it really works for me or id of flaked out. So I got there, thankfully he picked a perfect time because the restaurant is usually packed with people waiting outside, and i wouldn't of wanted so many eyes on me. He told me he would be at the bar and he would try to be near the door, which im soooo thankful for he was right there. I sat down and caught my breath from my walk in heels.

He looked just like his picture, his eye brows needed a bit of a trimming, but thankfully he had two, not a uni brow. He was pretty good at getting me to feel comfortable, i got alittle mixed up in the ordering process but whatever no big deal.
Our conversation, wasnt a business meeting it was just nice. He made me laugh he said he loved my pouty face, that "that face could get anything".
His nose started bleeding!! talk about a bit of an awkward situation to be placed in, he didn't want to have to leave me to tend to it he hoped it would stop. I was alittle confused as to why he got it and i sat there in my head going over possibilities, and the most worrying one was oh no what if hes a psycho coke addict! but no he told me the story he had recently been in a car crash.
An older man who must of been a regular because he waitress knew him, and that he usually came with a wife who was apparently out of town, sat a chair away from us and he, came into our conversation a bit. "R" joked around nice and friendly with him, at one point he said "Shes my lawyer so if anything take it up with her" as a joke. later when R was away that man asked me something, i think asked me what sorta law i did, he really thought i was a lawyer?!! that was soo wierd, i laughed and just said oh no im not a lawyer, it was sorta wierd because im not used to people just starting conversation with me, a few moments after "R" got back he points out how he said his wife was out of town, and that the man had no ring on.

We shared stories, and played around.He made me a napkin rose, which was so cute!! He did mention occasionally, helping me out with certain things, and how fun it would be to spoil me rotten, hopefully he really can and does, but mostly it was exactly like a normal date. He payed, and thats when i discovered he doesn't drive yet since moving down here from Manhattan a little strange i thought but he called a cab off a card he had and told me a story of the cabby and something about someone from the Dominican republic to tell you the truth i wasn't listening. He asked if id like to be dropped off and i accepted his offer(he asked before he called), i didnt feel like walking back in heels. Cab arrived very quick, and the driver actually came out the car and opened the door for us.
Arrived at my place, and it ended with a cheek/air kiss, which i think was a good end.

He complimented me alot throughout the whole date, moved my hair/touched my hair, he was a gentleman the whole time, which im SOOOO glad for!! he had asked me what my favorite food was, blablabla ultimately i said Italian, which is true i love pasta and cheese, he said hes gotta find a nice italian place. He said hed really like to see me again, and i agreed. He also asked me my college schedule, so he knows when im free.

I must say im rather drawn to him, the fact that hes older, his mannerism, his speech, his humor...and something that i cant place my finger on.

Anyway im very hopeful, this might be legit this might be real, my wait might be over. maybe.


-Chrissy