Update

Well not too much is new, havent completly broken it off with R I don't know why... He's fucking wasting my time. He's leavin mon to newyork, coming back in about a week. I have been talking to a few, a guy offering 10k a month is in the lead of potentials, I wanna find out quickly if he true because that will help me out big time.

In non sugar related news lifes sorta crazy for me, I have to move out really soon because I can't take it anymore. I'm most likely not starting the next coming up semster... For a few reasons mainly I'm changing my direction in life, I'm probably going to change colleges and major in fashion.


-Chrissy

Decisions

As far as R is concerned, I need to see a change somewhere, hes not forking over the money amounts he should, nor have i received anything oh so fantastic. I dont have time to sit and wait, i see some potential, but if hes not going to hold up his end of the deal its not worth it.
I should know soon... as soon as i get an answer to something hes thinking about, if his answers no, then my answer to him is no. If he says yes, then well be better keep me saying yes.

I'm so beyond done toying around & wasting my time


-Chrissy

Found out his real age, and stuff

Another night w R, dinner was great arousing he told me very nice things.

In the ride to dinner the cab lady asked if I was his girl friend he hugged me and said she's my honey tiger, she rawrs and I rawr for her and it was very close and cute.
*I rawred in front of him one day and he apparently super loves it he told his assistant all about how I rawr and his masseuses


I had a bit of a breakdown and got up and ready to leave turned the light on I just sorta had a breakdown and felt the need to leave, I dunno I'm a girl and emotional, I turned to see him laying just silently watching. And I broke down and just blabbered awhile and he is so sweet he talked to me till I was so simile and feeling dumb because I basically had a crying breakdown sparatically for no reason, he talked and was completely nice the whole time and he just was so curious to know why what made it happen, if I said I fell for him at that moment I would be making a teen love drama.

I stripped back and jumped into his arms where he continued just being sweet and understanding and learning a lot about me it's nice.
It switched from normal to sexual very spectacular most foreplay was him just talking to me and holding me by the time he touched me I was an ocean... The night was very very good to say the least.

At about 1:43 he had left for a shipment arrival and awhile later EE walked in to get a few things out his room I'm there lounging in bed naked but covered just casually talking she asked if I was hungry shit was funny but great

-Chrissy

I'm a perfect little lady

The night or so before I ended up txting pretty sexual things and I just said my bodies craving you so on so on, I guess I like to drive me crazy. Needless to say he wanted me before I even got to his place he was a little sick so we stated in. Watched movies I rented with his assistant because she picked me up she's great R has a saying : doesn't everybody need an EE (name has been changed for privacy) and it's true a personal assistant is so great. Anyway he finished doing some work we exchanged pleasantries and relaxed, ended up in bed, twisted all around him he's a great dominator, and he knows it and damn right I'm playing up my submissive aide because I'm submissive I love the power play and I want to be dominated. Anyway not to much of a lie that I crave sex more now. Maybe I need to start a sex blog because my post seem skanky but he fore played me into a puddle and then hit everything right grabbed everything right and just got it, for a nice long sweaty while. I am a lucky girl, I also got to taste him which I am happy of I like consuming cum from people who I like. He lives my head. Good thing because I put so much effort into it I like to put in good work.


Anyway


Spent the night so went out to eat came back watched a movie played fell asleep a bit snuggly woke up with him pulling me close, i liked it a ton he also just rubbed my whole body since we sleep naked and ordered room service and continued playing,

he txted me our like what we tell eachothers incase ppl ask, must be serious right? Lol nah

I'm hoping EE can be sent over to drops me sone money

Lying about age?

What do u think about it when people lie about their age? Why do u think when sugar daddies lie about there age? (i figure as long as their alright in all the other criteria u have to like someone it doesn't really matter)

I bright this up because I don't think I actually know his real age, some situation happened to make me wounder, I don't care how old he is. But I wounder why if he is, is he lying. He prob has issues with being "old" I figure

and any way u can find out the truth? I can ask his assistant casually perhaps like when he's not there.
Either way I'll catch him in his lie eventually.

-Chrissy

His assistant picked me up Tuesday night, ate dinner, sex. I saw him looking at my chest a few times during dinner, I also happened to eye-hit on a few guys in the booth behind him, it was fun, I'm so malicious sometimes.

We basically just started over

Meet

So I had a meet with R,after a series of ridicules occurrence, and it was different. My comfort I had with him wasn't really there anymore, it came back much later. We walked around south beach,when we ate,and the whole time I just dazed out to anything I couldn't really look at him,things were different but I could tell he knew that,he said I was looking sad,while we were eating since he's directly across me and I badly meet eyes with him longer than 5seconds. I just nodded. Later he got to find out it was my time of the month. He was really tender and sweet to me when he found that out and on his own accord decided to get me off with his hands which I actually was all for cuz he got me pretty aroused before he even found out that info. I spent the night. Had room service the next morning and left. He was very sweet once in his place he held me almost the whole night and held my hand lots and just nice things. I dunno really but that's all for now my iPhones dieing and sorry for the typos




Oh yea and I forgot to mention around midnight or 1he got out of bed I figured to pee but he took too long for any bathroom function so I walk out and find him at the computer startled closing some sorta site, he went and put clothes..at least bottoms on because he wasn't wearing anything.then he suggest we browse the Internet and I guess try to make me feel reassured as to what he was looking at,Mozilla opened with the site we meet on opened to a profile I believe but I wasn't staring,he talked alot how he's not dating anybody or looking to to make me feel like I didn't catch what I did whatever bro I don't give a shit